My whole existence hurt.

depressedanxietydeath:

I really can’t keep living. Everything hurts, for as long as I can remember. I’m broken, there is nothing left for me to live for. The pain is too much. I’m sorry. But I just can’t keep living my life.

(via stickx)

dear you,

i don’t know if you’ll ever see this nor am i sure if i ever want you to…

i know it’s too late to say i’m sorry. but i am, for hurting you over and over again. for running away just because i was afraid. i’ve let the one person i love go, i know what i lost and that will live with me forever. thank you for loving me, for being my best friend & my soul mate all these years, through the highs and lows. all those memories will be kept close to my heart and i am thankful to have had the opportunity to be once yours in this lifetime. it’s all too late now… unless fate allows us to meet again. this is probably the first time i’ve ever felt so hopeless. i wish you all the best & i really hope you found the happiness you truly deserve, one which i wasn’t able to give to you. i’m happy that you’re happy.

goodbye.

love,

xxx